K3rOs4n3 \\ KeRii // KaBooM!!

OMG!! Im such a fat cow!! I feel like iv eatin half the universe!!! Ive bin on a 3 day binge!! I spent 2 hours cryin away in my room today wen i cuda bin excersizin!! Im so Tik!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

Okay so its like 5mins til i av 2 leave for skool!!
So like yno did the usual so far today!!
Shower, Str8in, Dress, Make-up, Back-comb!!
But then wen i went dwn stairs i went rootin tru d presses for sumtin low cal!!
Wen wat did i find i had the top of a twix bar in my mouth!! But i decided okay 2 late nw!!
But then i realised CHEW && SPIT!! Yay!! So im pretty proud of myself!! Didnt swallow any of it!! Being a gud girl so far && Bin up bou 3 hours && Did bou 25 mins excercise!! So only alowin myself to eat 1 apple && 1 bowl of soup today!! Total like!!
So thats an apple for lunch n chiken noodle soup for dinner!!
Let yall no how it goes!! Byeeee 


x..[[KaB]]..x

Been a week!!
Im posting this on all my pro-ana communities so mite aswel post it here 2 

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I know i avnt bin on in a week (Grounded)
A gurl i was frends wit & i had a massive fite && Shes started spreadin rumours!!
Iv started bingin MAJOR!! Its really pssin me off!!
Iv also started self harmin!! Im kinda scared inccase sum1 notices!!
I dnt like doin it but i juz get so depressed!! How can i hide the marks?! There halfway up my arms!!
Oh & im tryin dis new ting wer i have a big breakkie (metabolism boost) medium lunch (non-fat youghurt & tangerine) small supper (3 grapes/1 apricot). Hope is works ill tell ye wen im on it 1 week!! But update as much as i can!! [[im grounded 4 2 weeks]] Thats y iv not bin on n wnt b on til nxt wednsday!! but ill try get on nehoo gtg bai!!


x..[["KaB"]]..x

xRAWRx Im so fucking annoyed now!! I hate my life!! Im fat, hated, ugly and wish i could just hide away from the world locked up in my room with my computer and NO FOOD!!
Todd keeps going on about how grossly fat i am and Dyl & Ste 2 of my close friends started calling me fatty!! UGH!!! The only good thing i got going at the moment is Pete<3 who im hopefully going to see tomorrow!! I dont know what i'd do without him!!

Eaten today:2 rich tea biscuits, 2 bowls chicken soup, 1 1/2 litres of water!
Not bad =]
Weighed in the same though ='[

x ..

<3

x..[["KaB"]]..x

I have not been on in like 2 days?! But anyway.. Had school today Eww!! Love My New hair style though I just wish i was pretty and skinny so that i could look really great!! Todd told me i was "so f***ing fat its gross" so yeah geuss that means im not doing to good eh?! But i only had 53 calories so far today!
       That was at lunch! tomorrow I'm going to fast! Not doing so well at the mo so hopefully this will help a little! I'm so fucking annoyed! I had to eat half a kit-kat yesterday because my friends are starting to get suspicious and they were talking about it today in art class! They were on about Victoria Beckham and saying she looked horrible but i told them that i think shes just all round beautiful!! I really love Victoria<3 shes such a great Thinspo!!

Well got to go boyfriend issues! ='[
[[Still love each other to bits tho! It will be exactly 2 mths since he first said I love You on the 11th<3]]

x..[[KaB]]..x

Great Thinspo sites!!--->
http://x3ustolemyheart.tripod.com/id12.html
http://angelicasana.com.istemp.com/favorite_links.html

[[MY FAV THINSPO SITE!!]]
http://www.freewebs.com/dontfeedthewannabemodel/thinspo.html

I'm so In Love

Its Awesome!!
Yesterday I went to Dundrum to see my boyfriend Peter. We went cinema and saw the Bourne Ultimatum! But tbh neither of us got to see ANY of it Lawl. But It was the best trip to the cinema ever haha! He gave me a really cool Razor blade Necklace! I Love it!! Not Nearly as much as I love him though! I'm crazy about this guy! He ain't  going  anywhere!  Hes even admitted to imagining what our wedding would be like & that kind of stuff!

He called me this morning and said he had a free house for like HOURS, and that later he was going to a hot-tub party at his friends house! I wish we lived closer he really wanted me to come over! I couldnt though because we live like 2 hours away! Okay maybe only an hour and a half but still I have to get the bus at Super into town (1 hr) Then walk from Temple bar to Stephens Green (15mins?) Then get the LUAS to Dundrum (30mins)!  So I  wasnt far off!! It really sucks!! But hes changin to the same phone network as me so we can call and text each other for free!!

I really do believe I've Finally kissed all the toads i needed to find my prince!
And His Name Is Peter<3

FOOD...

Oh and I've lost 1lb since yeterday!
Im not giving details about my BMI or weight etc. Just yet as I am still pretty fat because i've only recently 100% dedicated myself and my life to being skinny! But so far so good!
Yesterday i had 1 bagel with a small bit of melted low-fat cheese and 3 bites of chicken for dinner.
Today I am going to start on a new diet!
It's called a chicken soup diet. Its where I have a choice of 5 different breakfast's and as much chicken soup as i want!
I am starting today with Breakfast choice no.1... 1 cup of Whole cereal & 1/2 a cup of non-fat milk!
I will not eat more that 1 full bowl of soup total trough out today!

x..[["KaB"]]..x

Omg!! Im such A PIG!! Today started off okay! I ate 2 slices of dry Toast for breakfast, 3 bites of Fish for dinner but then i had 1 Danish!! & It had an ICING LATTICE on it!! I mean OMG!!  How  the hell could i do that?! I was finally having a good week  of being strong & Doing great!! & Then i went & Ruined it all!! I cant believe it!!

xX[[..Kab..]]Xx

Today was the first day back in school after 3 months of holidays [[Summers officially Over ]'= NOOO]]. I'm now in 3rd year JUNIOR CERT!!! ='[ **cries** So scared I DO NOT want to do it!! But I guess I kind of have to don't I?!
Today wasn't that bad we were re-assigned lockers and stuff. I walked home with Lucy (Lulu), Butsie, Dee & Laura. When I got home Greg text me and said he got a new pup! It's a 10 week old boxer called Bruno! So i went round to his house to see it! He's so adorable! The 2 Aoife's were there! Aw Aoife L started 1st year on Tuesday! Bless! Then Dinky came round & we went to call for Tom! We met Tom at Tesco's & I saw Hazel<3 I Love her to BITS! Shes so cool shes been my best friend since birth! & OMG! Dinky & Greg wanted me & Her too meet we were just like ehh... NO! Then I saw Lucy & Was like OMG I love you. Ha ha. She's 1 of my "wives".
When I Went Home Again for the night I was texting Pete my boyfriend about meeting up on Sunday & he said he'd bring 1 of his friends along for Dee so she didn't feel all awkward Lol! I love him so so so so so so much!!

Well got to go... Shower Time! x

xX[[..Kab..]]Xx